Can't

Damn'it.

And by the way, yes my life is a mess, but what ?
I'm totally lost, just heard bad news, and do not know what to do.
I knew it, 2011 gonna suck. Gonna be bad, and i don't know how to handle it.
How to pretend everything is okay, that everything is going to be okay, that i'm gonna succeed than when i'm on a phoen i'm just telling some stupid crap things that i don't believe in and that i'm not sure that is correct. For a girl who suppose to give advice to her clients, i'm a fucking dumb. Yeah i'm a fucking one.

And by the way : You're such an ass.
Self center and so fucking dumb.