Not this time

I gave him my number he didn't call me back.

And that's no hurting me cause i'm such a mess right now.

So much things more important happening, i'm falling apart. Don't want to talk about it cause it will make it more real and I don't need this.

Just need my teddies, won't make it better (oh in fact it will make it better for a few secs).

No I should go to bed and try to sleep. (Only if I could).